(Dis)mantle The arsonist could tell you every life they shed in the fire—every one since the first accelerant showed them how to loosen their skin and slip out before the neighbors noticed. The arsonist could tell you that skin is a fleeting condition—a brief molecular arrangement your body tries on seven years at a time, a house you sometimes live in. They could flick their lighter against their knuckles and say, “The trick to dealing in fire is to look entropy in the eyes when you hold it.” Burning is a choice. Choose to dismantle or not. Choose when to lay your skin out like tomorrow’s clothes, when to return it to ash. A house is no different than skin and the arsonist is molting into a body unbounded. Whenever I imagine stepping out of my skin, of shrugging off a year, seven years, I am still wearing skin, just thinner— rice paper incarnadine. I am a husk peeled back to grow again while the arsonist’s fire licks the air at my forearms, bats its eyelashes, tells me where to find it next time I come looking. Continue reading
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